I used to read the HC IOU thread regularly but now pop in now...

I used to read the HC IOU thread regularly but now pop in now and then to see what new info is out there. I have a lot of shares at an average of 32 cents so I would think more than a lot of people who used to post on here. Point is, I should be angrier than most at how things have gone. But I know if I’m going to be angry with anyone, it should be me. I made the decision to buy in after all. So where do I go from here? I’m not selling because at the moment it’s a paper loss. And I don’t need the money. Even if I did, I would fight not to sell as it would be a huge loss. So instead, I get on with life and hope that IOU knows what they are doing or they get lucky or something wonderful happens and I get my money back(ideally with extra). I personally can’t affect the price. I don’t know why the BOD don’t give more info to shareholders. Even if they told me exactly what they were doing now, it wouldn’t make any difference as I’m holding regardless.