With the amount of both work and capital that you've invested, i would love to see you make a killing and set your next generations up. It's very clear that you're scared of missing a company making announcement which has dragged your holding into the abyss....Love does that. If right but 18 months too early, you'll still do well. If wrong but 18 moths too early, many aspects of your life could be greatly impacted. Take care mate!