Same with me really. First big gamble; withdrew on my mortgage...

Same with me really. First big gamble; withdrew on my mortgage and pumped half of all I could in here (2.8 million shares), and the rest in ESI. Sitting heavily in the red on ESI, got in too high SP there and also in ODN (1.77c average). Now sitting in red, and resigned myself to a long slow road to recover ESI and either win all or lose all in ODN. I have made every rookie mistake in the book here, including getting sucked in by the up-ramping. But in some sick sadomasochist way it's fascinating viewing; like witnessing my own slow execution.

But hopefully, like the phoenix, I'll rise from the ashes in a glorious GOLDEN light.